Not so long ago i just feel lost, like its all f* up and i really feel unloved, unwanted. Want to stay out of the world, tired of meeting people and dissapear from any human's relationship as possible. LOL. Its because i feel broken and dissapointed from things that go out in the world. Just unhappy.
But then, some people amazed me by still hang there and be kind to me even when im not so kind and good. Even im not really appreciated them, they are some of my friends. One and two things happen and then i just realized that you just can't stay out of the world you live in. There is some kindness of your heart that you dont see it yet. You just need some fresh perspective. You can start to fall in love with your life again, even sometimes you need an effort to see it.
And thank you friends, for makes me seeing that.
Sometimes you just can find happiness in the most unhappy situation. Its relieved now that i have some resources to make my self happy, doing things. Read some book, watch some movie alone, going out alone, make peace with my self, and then i cut my hair short, just for the change feeling. Now i feel more content than before, more energized, cause i promise my self to not dwelling in the past and do things that makes my self unhappy.
Some books are really helpful, recently i interested with sufism and the idea of being happiness in that perspective is really peaceful. All the lesson of life, is about your wish and desire to be content, to be happy, to get out from your blues. The main point from sufism from that book is about your better attitude to facing the world with a willing to being better.
*Hang out at a cafe and try to making a conversations.
Go out, find inspiration, and do things that makes you happier, K!
#blessed
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