Sunday, October 30, 2011

moved on

*kijing when i'm with him, walking together*

Its something about walk at the street and someday you find yourself walking alone without someone who you used to be with.  Its about sure about something, involving him at your life then finally you realize that you can't hold and tolerance what he done anymore. Its about you, trapped at a moment when you finally say in your heart 'i don't want to acted like this anymore.  I dont want to spent my whole life to be wasted like this'.  call me search for perfection that may can't i get.  But i have a choice, a choice to stop crying and hurting my self then stands on my own.  Search my new source of my happiness.
i think its funny while i realize at the month i born, 20 years ago i still can hurt my self and waste my time to someone o don't deserve. Life is short.  I don't want spending my time  hurts anymore, even i know, deep in my heart love still lasts, may forever...But choice must be made.  A choice to not hurt self anymore.  Welcome, brighter future ! :)

Wednesday, October 26, 2011


12 October 2011

Now my age is turn to 20.  A new age of me,, a new season.  I don't know, people says its a start to life.  Time flies.  We don't know what will happen next.  I just do what i can do.  Many things out of my control but i try to make it under control.  The next chapter must be planned, new targets of life would written, new sacrifice, new efforts, we push life.  We must life to the fullest.  Take the best effort to maximilize potency.  I'm not born just to be average people, i must contribute, be the best, and take many chance for myself to go out and go on my best lite.  Yeah, welcome life !

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Pesipora 2011

Lately i busy with my new schedule to be the part of Pesipora's comission.  Then, just shoot some photos during the competition, and then showed at the summit night. Enjoy ! :)