Thursday, October 27, 2016

Doctor Strange

Benedict Cumberbatch is the condition where i will go watch any movie he played in.  One of it is Doctor Strange, from Marvel.  Feel so pleased to watch the visual of the new universe Marvell in, with the Marvel's signature joke like they did in Iron Man and Deadpool.  Its super excited, fun to watch, more of it, the ambience makes me feel the fantasy, psychedelic, like deep-side of Coldplay- Up&Up video music turn into some cool action movie with sarcastic and bad-ass but also noble, Doctor Stephen Strange.

In addition, i love the detail about the presisition of explanation how Doctor Strange get his power: by reading so much book and put aside his ego.  Like, the plot is so detail while showed to people how he spend most of the time training himself from having no skill then get some dicipline to reading book.  The scene will makes people wanna read much book (especially in sanskrit). :))  Cant wait to hear that Doctor Strange will join the Avenger and make he meets Iron Man and Deadpool (I wish Marvel not changing their actor) be like, so much expectation! :)

image source : here

***** 5/5
Very Recommended.

Tuesday, October 18, 2016

Turning 25

Article from huffingtonpost about turning 25. 
Twenty-five is a milestone birthday. You have reached a point where you’re an adult, a real adult, who pays taxes, worries about health insurance and can rent a car on a whim. Of course you don’t have everything figured out — and that’s a good thing — but getting through your teens and early twenties means you’ve picked up some wisdom along the way.

So, we asked our Facebook community: “What do you know now that you’re 25 or over that you might not have known when you were younger?”

Behold, 25 things you (hopefully) know once you’ve turned a quarter of a century:

1. “‘No’ is a complete sentence that does not need an explanation.” — Facebook user Anissa K. Fogel

2. “It’s OK to burn bridges.” — Facebook user Jhin Herbs

3. “It’s completely alright if you don’t have every little bit figured out at all times. Often the best things can come from times of chaos.” — Facebook user Michelle Via

4. “When your parents tell you that high school friends won’t matter later, listen to them.” — Facebook user Tiana Harris

5. “If you don’t want to drive three hours to attend a distant relative’s baby shower, that’s OK. Send a card, and don’t feel guilty.” — Facebook user Maggie Muse

6. “Ladies — invest in the BEST BRASSIERES you can afford!” — Facebook user Gloria Aldecova

7. “Don’t believe in other people’s versions of what’s right and wrong.” — Facebook user Edu Gonzalez

8. “Money doesn’t buy anything of real value.” — Facebook user Penny Evans

9. “It’s OK to let toxic people go. That includes family members. Life is too short to be around negative people who don’t have your best interest at heart.” — Facebook user Destinee Wright

10. “When you’re 20, love conquers all, when you’re 30, a good credit score does.” — Facebook user Monica Sanchez Ontiveros

11. “Don’t let people pressure you into deciding what you want to do with your life.” — Facebook user Rebecca Green

12. “Appreciate and love yourself every day — you’re beautiful at every age.”— Facebook user Dianne Wallis

13. “Don’t be afraid to act like a boss.” — Facebook user Krystyna Solodenko

14. “Sometimes you have to forgive people. We all make bad decisions.” — Facebook user Felicia Camacho

15. “Friendship is family.” — Facebook user Amanda Brandom

16. “Laugh a lot and travel often.” — Facebook user Rachel Holston

17. “You don’t have to get married or have kids.” — Facebook user Lisa Girard

18. “Go after the people you’re interested in. Strike up conversations. Ask someone out. Life is too short to fear rejection.” — Facebook user Kristian Wilson

19. “Don’t spend all your time working.” — Facebook user Brook Sarason

20. “Stress less.” — Facebook user Tresa Lynn Lamberts

21. “Health is important. [You] should always take care of yourself, not [just] when the damage is done.” — Facebook user Denise Acosta

22. “Don’t rack up loads of debt buying cheap shit clothes that you will never wear.” — Facebook user Debbie Woodhead

23. “Stand up for [yourself] more often.” — Facebook user Violeta Vanessa Gill

24. “Life is really too short, don’t give a f**k about anything, just do your thing and keep walking.” — Facebook user Marina Glower

25. “[You] still don’t have all the answers.” — Facebook user Seracut Hair

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Monday, October 17, 2016


Sometimes i watch movie to killing time, searching some inspiration when i get stucked or bored. Not really have taste or hard analysis about what i will watch; just contain some keywords that makes me interested : action, (look like) an epic drama, agent fbi/cia, doing some martial arts, a cocky main actor/actress, involved some science and smart comedy. Too much? Lol. Or just some random movie at the weekend. So, here is the movie i choose to watch this weekend;

1. The Accountant

Watching this on Sunday, really attempted to the trailer cause its describe about a boy who have an autism and turn into a perfectionist killer that have a daily job as an accountant. As a genious kid who have a high IQ before; his father, that have military background, train him into someone that can focus to his ability beside of his disorder. Then accidentally getting involved at a mafia’s bussiness that corrupting their client.

The plot is from the past and back to present, tells about the Wolf and his brother’s childhood and the reason why Ben Affleck, or Wolf change into some smart and powerful killer. At the present the story show how Wolf, changed from an introvert person change when he met a girl (Anna Kendrick) and make him start to think about the other things beside his isolated life. Even the romance things not the main side of the movie, i think its enough to add some fresh line to the movie.

2. Snowden 

Snowden is one of the movie that not contain 'an action things' but can bring the intense so i’m not really feel bored while watching it. Even the details are quite complicated, about the digital’s connection, how American’s government have an access to our private things, even our unactive camera that around us, it gives a horror idea and shows a scary description about how far government can control the civilians, or another country to getting what they wants.  Add some interesting point to this movie because its based from real event, and you can google all the information.

The plot is from the future: after Snowden leaked to public about what the truth is, and try to get help from the media, and from the past; when Snowden start to entrance the military academy, have an accident, have a big interest to doing something for his country until getting involved to i.t team to help and make a good impact to his country. At the end, i think the movie is success give the patriotic view and show about how danger if government can’t give a transparancy system that its possible to make some people have more power, then make it out of control or trespassing the value and the law.

Monday, October 3, 2016

Sedikit tentangmu


aku pernah berlari
terlalu jauh hingga lelah
terlalu terjal hingga menyerah

aku pernah hilang
terlalu tersesat hingga tak ingin pulang
terlalu melesat hingga tak ingin lagi melihat

kemudian engkau datang
seperti nyala lilin dalam malam yang gelap
seperti dingin yang menusuk pada siang yang terik

aku alpa, aku lupa

bagaimana jika kita tidak pernah ada?
bagaimana jika kau hanya khayalanku saja?



suatu ketika aku pernah bertanya
mengapa tergenang,
di matanya
Kepedihan yang terlalu

pada waktu waktu yang berlalu
ingatan-ingatan yang sudah lalu

kepalanya adalah komedi
bagi pembaca sajak dengan ironi

cinta di dadanya telah lama mati
pada pilu yang sudah lama mengantri
dan hadirmu,
adalah hujan yang membasahi

tapi tidak pernah ia merasa begitu ngeri

untuk kehilangan satu kali lagi.


Pada malam-malam kelam yang sunyi aku pernah bersumpah. 
Tidak lagi merasa dan memiliki kepala untuk menyimpan kenangan. 
Agar aku dapat jatuh cinta dan secepatnya membakar halaman-halamannya.

Di hadapan malam aku pernah mengadu, 
cinta yang kupunya habiskan saja. 
Biar aku sendiri yang menanggung dan merasa sakitnya. 
Biar aku sendiri yang terbakar karena sudah nyaman , 
dan aku hanya ingin mati terbakar nyala.

pada hening-dan sendiri aku pernah bermimpi,
 cinta yang indah itu hanya bualan semata, 
jebakan yang akan menangkapku habis sebelum aku sempat berbahagia.

rasa kehilangan itu pernah begitu dalam, 
hancur menusuk jantungku. mematikan rasa, 
kemudian menyiksa tahun demi tahun terperangkap 
dalam kenangan yang tidak lagi ada.

rasa kehilangan itu pernah begitu mengerikan 
hingga keping-keping hati pernah memilih untuk lebur jadi abu 
ketimbang bersisa namun tiada.

maafkan aku untuk kini, maafkan aku untuk jatuh cinta sekali lagi.
sabarlah menunggu, kenangan itu nanti akan mati,



Mencintaimu sederhana saja
Sesederhana deburan ombak
yang jatuh menghempas pada lautan
dan pasrah jadi deru
agar kau senang saja

Mencintaimu sederhana saja
sesederhana kayu api
yang terbakar dan ingin menjadi abu
hanya untuk menghangatkan dirimu

Mencintaimu sederhana saja
sesederhana rintik yang jatuh
dalam ribuan dekap
kemudian lenyap
sebagai penghiburanmu saja

Mencintaimu sederhana saja
sesederhana terik matahari
yang membuatmu jengah
tapi tetap berharap, ingin kau rindukan juga

Mencintaimu sederhana saja
secepat aku membuka mata
kemudian hilang.

tenggelam dalam matamu...

tidak lagi ingin pergi


Aku tidak ingin

aku tidak ingin menulis puisi
karna kata-kata akan habis
dan kenangan akan tertinggal
kemudian hanya akan ada sesal

aku tidak ingin menulis puisi
karna kata-kata tidak mampu lagi kutangkap
hatiku tidak lagi kuat

aku tidak ingin menulis puisi
karena pada kata-kata yang menguap
rasa akan terkikis habis begitu saja

aku tidak ingin menulis puisi
tapi harus kutuliskan juga

agar suatu hari kau baca
dan akhirnya kau tahu bahwa;

aku menginginkan dirimu saja.