thank you for cake and coffee
I think last time i had a cake was at the academy when i really have friends that i meet in daily basis. Actually im not that kind of people who likes to meet people everyday, that i mostly prefer time alone with movies or books rather than go out and talk to lot of people. Sometimes i getting annoyed by people too. Lol. But now, i think i have some friends to talk to on daily basis at a line group, that i dont have to go out to meet people, just chat. They are people i talk to almost everyday, even i think we dont really know each other that well. But the atmosphere when we meet is just fun and laugh, or try to planning a trip (just success at one trip) but its okay. We also have another friends and have our own bussiness but i think we just like to make friends.
Sometimes, i feel like i hate being too attached to some people and start to be demanding and needy. So i love to have some friends that is close but not that close so i still have a space in my own. And i still have company if i need an actual human being besides me. lol. But somehow when im with them, they could makes me forget about the 'another' world, about the sadness. Just adapting to life that was cheerful and fun.
And this is actually another appreciation post for people who still there even im not in my best human being form. Thank you for staying longer to deal with my bad and my messy behaviour, and my inability to treating people right. You deserve the world. Thankyou very much, gaes. Luv ya <3