Monday, November 21, 2016

Kata-Kata Yang Tidak Pernah Cukup

Begitu pula pertengkaran, perdebatan tentang bagaimana kita berbeda satu sama lain. Tentang bagaimana kata-kata ternyata mampu menggores pelan pelan. Bahwa bom waktu terkadang hanya ingin meledak dalam isak. Kemudian ditenangkan dan diyakinkan pada pelukan pelukan.

Jatuh cinta adalah hal yang sangat mudah. Tapi mengalahkan ketidakbahagiaan, adalah hal yang lain, terkadang.

Jemari kita tergenggam pada janji janji yang mungkin sulit kepada masa depan, namun kuharap ingin dan kayuhan itu akan cukup kuat, untuk sampai dan berjalan lebih jauh dari yang kita harapkan.

Tidak kupungkiri menginginkan seseorang, adalah kesempurnaan pada ketidakmungkinan. Seperti percaya pada hal yang mustahil dan teori teori yang tidak akan sama ketika dipraktekkan, begitu pula keinginan yang tidak akan pernah sama pada kenyataan-kenyataan. 

Idealitas pada cinta adalah hal yang mustahil , seperti pula pada mitos hubungan yang stabil dan selalu bahagia. Tetapi pada harapan-harapan yang tidak pernah sampai, aku mendekatkan diriku kepada kemungkinan, untuk bermimpi mendekati angan-angan. Selamanya dipelukmu. 


Thursday, November 17, 2016

Midnight Sneakpeek

23.05 a.m

Still cant sleep, thinking so much thing while my wifi just broke down and using my smartphone hotspot.  The horror story in a digital age: running out connection. 

Now Capturing : My space, my cat.
Working Or Not?

Hello, I'm Mocca The Queen.

Creative Spot

Now Reading : The Architecture of Love - Ika Natassa

Now Watching : Tonight Show

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Wednesday, November 16, 2016

November Movie : Drama and Peculiar Love

Do you ever feel like, watching a movie and make your life feels different? Like there is something in a movie, a quiet moment that makes you reflecting yourself with the main character, something strange that you can see the part of yourself somehow captured in the movie.  There is some movie that makes me that way, some movie that makes me see my world kinda different with the other perspective.  Mostly movies like this is not from a blockbuster movie, but from festival's movie that winning some award, movie that adopt the idea : the main character is just an ordinary, common people that somehow jumped in a different situation, feels something different, experience something peculiar.

Recently just watch that kind of movie

- What They Don't Talk About When They Talk About Love

Starring : Karina Salim, Nicholas Saputra, Ayushita, etc.
A beautiful story about people who have special needs, deaf and mute.  Then how they fall in love despite their inability.  Then they add some special universe at the movie that show what if, they have a different path, what if they can switch their inability and being normal, could all love going to right place, with the same person?

I fall in love with the idea of different universe, about how Nicsap look good (fangirl) and how he look very cute using sign language and doctor's costume.  Even this movie feels flat and boring sometimes, but i used to skip some part i cant stand to watch.  Overall, still worth a shot.

Monday, November 7, 2016

If You Forget Me

I want you to know
one thing. 

You know how this is: 
if I look 
at the crystal moon, at the red branch 
of the slow autumn at my window, 
if I touch 
near the fire 
the impalpable ash 
or the wrinkled body of the log, 
everything carries me to you, 
as if everything that exists, 
aromas, light, metals, 
were little boats 
that sail 
toward those isles of yours that wait for me. 

Pablo Neruda

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