Sunday, June 18, 2017

Seperti yang berlalu

Secangkir kopi yang sudah lama dingin,
Diam dalam kepahitan

Aku ingin seperti kemarin, bisikku
Seperti pertama kali kita bertemu
Hari-hari yang masih aku ingat

Hal-hal pertama yang pertama kalinya
Mengenal hatimu dan terkesima

Aku ingin seperti kemarin
Bertengkar, tertawa, dalam marahmu, dalam pelukmu
sepanjang waktu

menangis dan menyesal
tidak ingin pergi

menjajaki satu demi satu tempat
menghabiskan waktu

aku masih ingin seperti kemarin
menggenggam tanganmu
dan tidak mau pergi

Tapi kemarin,
adalah bukan hari ini

Kamu sudah lama pergi,
sudah terlalu lama
sudah tidak ada lagi

Tapi secangkir kopi ini masih menunggumu
menjadi semakin dingin
menjadi semakin pahit

Ternyata sudah begitu lama berlalu.

Monday, May 15, 2017

Tentang Jatuh Cinta

Sun and kinda missing you.

Harapan adalah benang tipis
Antara inginku dan hal-hal yang nyata

Janji adalah uang muka
Untuk darah dan air mata yang akan tumpah

Putusan hari ini adalah titah
Tentang bagimana caramu esok berbahagia

Waktu yang berdetak akan cepat mengutuk
Siapa saja yang terlambat untuk tinggal selamanya

Jodoh dan tenggat waktu mata tetangga
Adalah urai kesempatan yang tak kunjung tiba

Hei wanita.

Masih beranikah kau esok berbahagia tanpa cinta?


Traveling and Teaching 7 #1000GuruKalbar

Traveling and Teaching 7 
Spesial Hardiknas 
1000 Guru Kalbar
Date : 5, 6, 7 May 2017
Location : SDN. 19 Rambai, Dusun Nibung, 
Desa Sahan, Kecamatan Seluas, Kabupaten Bengkayang

Video by @ayurmanda

"Rebahkanlah tubuh

Di tempat tinggi tak berpenghuni

Lupakan sejenak masalah duniamu
Lembut sang awan 'kan menyambutmu"

Bermimpi ku berada
Hanya ada aku dan teman-temanku
Di tempat indah yang tak terjamah
Bahagia, bahagiaku cukup sederhana

Mimpi-mimpi tak seperti mimpi
Tak sanggup membayarnya

Tak terhingga, sekalipun harta dan tahta
Bercanda dan tertawa
Tak peduli juga apa yang ada di bawah sana
Berbagi apa saja yang ada

Tak terfikir dunia
Bahagia, bahagiaku cukup sederhana
Tak terhingga sekalipun harta dan tahta
Tak terhingga sekalipun harta dan tahta

 Bahagia, bahagiaku cukup sederhana
Pejamkan mata jiwa
Tak sanggup membayarnya
Dengarkanlah puisi alamku
Alam indah penghantar tidurku
Memuji karyamu lewat kalimatku
Dengarkanlah puisi alamku

Puisi Alam - Fourtwnty
Good friend, best friend, have someone who taking care of me, traveling at the wild forest. My day is just perfect. I couldn't asking more.
There is so many things in life that i cant have. Maybe more love, more money, more existence in such a short life. People just cant stop. Rather than dwelling in what i cant do. Its time just to do all the things that i have opportunity to do. Sharing to heal some wounds, sharing to feel all the pain.
Its not the perfect world, but we should try all the best thing we can.

Sunday, April 16, 2017

First Time On The First Page

Featured on local news : Unlocked :))

Recently i just getting involved at 1000 Guru Kalbar's community, started from TNT 5 (Travelling and Teaching) and now involved at TNT 7. While my friend at Suara Pemred @balasajr know my activity (maybe from instagram) start message me to know more about 1000 Guru Kalbar.  Ended with discussing about the education's problem.  And finally get featured on the first page :)

Sometimes i cant understand how universe work, because long time ago, maybe two or three years before.  I ever write a 'crazy-list' to involved at an organization and having a position in there.  Just something in my mind.  At that point i have no idea how i can get into an organization at this age and at this 'introvert' character to join stranger and doing a social works.  Well, at least it makes me more excited to doing something my life and have something to do between my routine job.  So blessed! :)

Saturday, April 15, 2017

: Ghost In The Shell

Welcome to the future, where technology was all over the world and have a thin line with morality and humanity. When Government have a vision to do high level effective and efficient cybernatics as a state defense. They start to look an opportunity to develop a machine nearly a weapon, to make a robot that not only can take an order, but also have a logical reason to act and lead a team then can have unlimited power.
The problem started when the government work together with The Hawk, tech company who have an ambition to combine robot and human’s brain and programmed it to do the order with brainwashing and deleted the past memories.
Mayor, who claimed by Hawk’s company as the first asset that succeed to combine the robot’s power with human’s brain. Where’s Scarjo, as Mayor be a great agent to help government fight over the high-level case.
Not so long, Scarjo working on a peculiar case, that make she experience glitch in her reality. Then the memories captured to the strange image she doesnt understand that actually related to her case.
Watching this movie, i feel a little bit flat and a slow plot and narration, and Mayor, that claimed have a flat face like the original movie, make wathing this movie in a daylight makes me a little bit sleepy.
For the rest of it, its very beautiful visual effect with the tones like Doctor Stranger, with so many abstract and futuristic theme, CGI that combined with Shanghai City + The future techonology’s display + Hologram in the future makes the city more density with beauty.
“Its not the reality or the memory defines you, its what you do define you”Mayor.

Sunday, February 12, 2017

Traveling and Teaching 6

SDN. 07 Subah

1000 Guru Kalbar with all the third and fourth grade children

Fourth Grade Children

Ipin, Second Grade

The children

Vindi, First Grade

Budi, Third Grade

Arya, First Grade

Traveling and Teaching 6 1000 Guru Kalbar
SDN. 07 Subah
Dusun Subah, Desa Subah, Kecamatan Tayan Hilir, Kabupaten Sanggau
3, 4 & 5 February 2017

Last week was another exciting journey for me.  After about 2 hours from the city, me and 1000 guru kalbar arrived at Dusun Subah, where we teaching about 21 children.  They only have 3 teacher, but only one teacher that active teaching all the classes.  

When i see their eyes, its so full of hope, smart and excited to learn.  Its ironic for me, because when i just at their ages, i just think how to skipped school and having fun.  But they just dont have a class to skipped when they have so much dreams to be something.  Some of them hope to be a MMA's fighter, teacher, army, police.  

Even i think this school is better from the last school we visited because its not really far from the city (the minus is just the damaged road) compare to the last school that we need 7 hours to reached.  But, what's good in compare two bad things?

They open my eyes that there is more to do in this country, there is more to do.  All the facilities i have, all the opportunity that given to me.  All of them sometimes become so easy that my eyes cant see how lucky i am.  How fast im getting bored and want another thing.  

Sometimes we need to reminded.  How lucky we are, and there is so many things to do in this world.  So many things you can do, start from little things you ignored, little things you take for granted.  I hope their hope will not letting down, i hope even they need to do extra effort to reach their dream they always prepared when the opportunity kicks.

Friday, February 3, 2017


Cinta itu benang yang tipis, S.  
Tidak perlu kau tarik untuk memutuskannya, 
cukup dengan melepaskannya dari kedua jemarimu.


Monday, January 2, 2017

New Year, New Things To Do.

Goodbye 2016.

Ready for exciting one?

Welcome 2017

I love new year, its like saying goodbye to some part of your life and move on to another level.  The moment to start a new things, brave ourself to do something different, the essence of changing, moving to the better things.

Listing the project i wanna do, try something new, being better at what i love at, doing more at my job and expand my study to upgrading all things that needs to level up.  Lets go to the next level!