do you ever feel like you dont want to wake up tomorrow morning just because the reality just make you tired and sick? do you ever feel like you want to runaway but when you busy running it will comes to you again and again? do you know how it feel when you are tired to face problem but over a year, your memory still record it as clearly as it happened yesterday and even it happened a long long time ago you will never forget it and always crying when you think about it? do you ever feel that you have create many solutions but it just cant happen. when little things could left you a big big pain that someway you wish you better die to forget it. i know.