Sometimes i find my self afraid of doing something, then spend most of my time just laying, being so lazy, close my eyes and find my self comfortable. I'm so afraid to get out and getting exhausted (beside my job) maybe one to another it is about now we find something that we like to do: a job, and i find it amuse to do it and getting paid. So after that, its started to feel like a waste of time to do another thing, that not make some impact for our bank account. lol, Thats when i lose it, a hobby, a things to do, my mind and body just look for another easy things to do. Not challenged anymore. And all of the exciting things gonna wild in my head only. Maybe. I think i need a new passion.