#dailyjournal : As A Woman

As a woman

we could deal with patriarchy

standing there, try to be loved

as a woman,

we try our best

to be able to raise our future child

and feed them properly

with a better education

better life

than us

as a woman

we also try our best

to get a recognition

from our boss

to make more money

for build us a beautiful house

so we can called it home

but then they called us too ambitious 

as a woman

we learn enough

so we can educate our children

for them not feeling anymore pain

but they called us just concern about our degree

and letting our child rise with a nanny

as a woman

we can do anything

but sometimes

there is a barrier

and a punch to our face

thats everthing is not enough

there is stigma

that we are do harm to society

by feeding our brain

or by ended up divorce in bad marriage

we also the one to blame

when its come to another husband

try to find peace

in their messing home

and another punch from other woman

to blame us

not the other side

because as a woman

we told to be strong and accept

and just be quiet

cause fuckin society tell us

as a woman,

you should stay quiet 

and do everything

what people telling you

or they will call you a rebel 

and never heard them

Bandung, 5 April 2018