Recently i visit Kuching for around 3 days. By riding Bintang Jaya's bus for depart and Damri's buss for return. After 10 hours sit at the bus finally i arrived. The city is so clean, the public facilities is good. I think i could enjoy my self there. The neat country with concious people to following rules. I dont even spend much time to walk away, just sitting around the cafe and staring, thinking about my self. What i have done in this year, and what lesson i learn.
This is the rough years for me after all. I had my first fall. I feel extra for everything. I feel something more that i never feel before. I learn and learn. But i hope i still not missing my hope. To being better. To be grateful for what i have now. This is not about other person. It is about my decision to taking control of my self, taking control of many things i can't control and try to let it go because life is go on, and i should move on.
There is many more in future, many dreams i can believe rather than stuck with something i cant control. Its nice to remember all the memories, but what in past, stay in past. All i have is this present. And i can do is do my best.
“Why do you go away? So that you can come back. So that you can see the place you came from with new eyes and extra colors. And the people there see you differently, too. Coming back to where you started is not the same as never leaving.”